being a mama

this past month has been pretty hectic...going to florida, going to birmingham, going to florida again.
the latest trip was hard. it was for my baby shower but things never turn out exactly the way that they are supposed to. i needed some aimee time definitely and even though it wasnt tons of time it was quality.
i also got to see my william and tylere. (and joely for a little while)
i almost made tylere have a panic attack when i told him to touch my stomach to feel the baby move. sorry stewie :)
the baby is getting so big and along with him my tummy. it might not look huge but it feels HUGE!!
it's getting to where you can see his movements very clearly and you can tell that it's a foot or a leg or whatever. there is a real human inside of me growing and getting ready for life in the big world.
part of me is so ready, like i know that i can totally do this, but the other part the one that has to make sure that he is a good, responsible human being is terrified.
i'm sorta scared of being a stay at home mom. just because of the money issue. but i know we can make it if really try. lots of rice and beans and ramen noodles :) no i'm cooler than that i can make cheap food that isnt ramen.
i'm 32 weeks and 2 days. in less than 6 weeks he could come and be just fine. that is insane.
i'm excited to meet him and kiss his little cheeks. well if he's anything like i was when i was a baby they wont be so little.